Okay so I went for a walk with Eoin(staff) and picked up some holly and some sort of palm twigs for over the fire place. Can't wait for Christmas
I want a barbie doll house,Bracelet and coker make your own,A Tamagotchi and some knee high socks/ Im going to be extra good this year and be kind to the staff that are looking out for me.I just had some Caesar Salad and it was delicious only 175calories in a bowl.and 15g of fat. Im currently wearing the red bracelet to show that Im an ana girl.I had some red wool left so I made it out of that.I feel in a good mood expect for my calories in take Im watching what I eat nothing over 200calories per meal. Olavtine is over 200calories per cup but it has vitamins and minerals in it so its not too shameful. I like eating toast with marmalade in the morning and last thing @ night time before I hit the hay and falll asleep.I must meet up with My BF and go on a shopping spree in claire's shop and going to treat myself and spend 50EUROS in there and get myself a new backpack and some rocking earrings which are under 10euros I think.UGH I hate thinking about what I ate today so Im just going to watch what I eat from now on and not be too over protective. Having 2showers boosts my mood immensely and sleeping in a bed with 4 pillows is the best feeling I get all week.I wish I could look after myself more and treat myself for every 5lbs I loose.I want to get down to 190lbs @ the new years ,(early next year) So I can treat myself to a IPOD SHUFFLE and download all my favourite music and bring it too the forest and listen to my music while i go for a walk. Even knitting would be better with some music or lying in bed listening to superchick stop the craving for food.I recently went shopping and bought lilo and stitch socks,slippers and a sloth Pj set/I also bought some hoilday earrings and head bands. I must of spent over 45EUROS and 50cent.Will see how much I can loose this week I wanna get under 200lbs,thats my goal. My ultimate goal is under 190lbs by next year and of course get back into a size 4- 6. I tried to fit back into my t shirt and it now fits!! My belly still hangs down but I can fit into the puffed up sleeves Im so proud of myself,how I did It i do not know but I am loosing weight and that proves how good Im being. 
