Thestarvinglama
thinsspoo
Wednesday, January 12, 2022
196.21 lbs (89kg)
Monday, January 3, 2022
197.8Lbs HAPPY NEW YEARS
You have 3bites out of that raw carrot and I will give you your cigargetteSo with my ED I did 3bites and then I relised that I shouldnt have to eat 3bites to get a smoke...Im really annoyed now.ANyways Ill probably just drink some coffee to keep me from collpasing and blacking out..Just had chocolate spread onto my white toast so Im not having any food till tonight when Ill allow myself to have MORE toast with jam not more choclate spread. Just so I dont go to bed hungry-nobody wants that I shouldnt have to feel bad or upset for having a hungry tummy.BEing hungry is a good thing but not late @ night when Your cold and hungry💙 just thinking of my goal weight I mean my ultimate goal weight is like 88lbs I wonder what that looks like on me like im 5'5 and most of the thinspo I seen are peeps who are under 100lbs.Im over 200lbs so that means I have to loose about 50lbs at least to get me anywhere near 100lbs.
Friday, December 31, 2021
32.87 OBESE Checking in+LAZY DAYS
Monday, December 27, 2021
New years diet plan ! 33.17 BMI moderately obese
Sunday, December 12, 2021
200.6lbs
Thursday, December 9, 2021
Monday, December 6, 2021
A letter to Ana 206.4lbs.
Soo as you know that you are really fat and you need to loose around 40lbs to get you under 100lbs in weight.You should only have whats on your "safe" food list and not to eat anything outside of that.Drinking plenty of strawberrry water will help flush out the fat and help you to poop more often.For every 10lbs lost you get a reward for that.Wheather its a massage,Nails,hair,or simply just going to take part in aqua aerobics(to meet fat people for some reverse thinspo) Listening to music while playing on the laptop usually helps stop the cravings for a short amount of time. You may binge on listening to music,watching thinspo videos or get your mind on ease by going for a long walk in the woods.You dont need to do much exercise but when you feel like you need "a push" then go out even to the shops in the shopping centre and look @ small clothes.Have 2 showers a day will help fight back fat.(You see your body naked and youd like to change it then hop into the shower and skip dinner only have whats on your "safe" food and not to eat ANYTHING ESLE. If your feeling cold ,wear a big hoodie.If your really hungery and you cant afford any more calories then go as long as you can and if you start getting dizzy then drink a cup of low fat milk and some toast (with maramalade) .Weight yourself as much as youd like.Become a vegetarian that cuts off most of food to eat like sandwichs and wraps and anything with chicken in it like chicken soups. You'll feel more and more pure.
So last week I lose 10lbs yay go me! right? no. I weighed myself today and I have gained over 8lbs.I really wanna make a n effort so Im starting today right now... No more eating out,No more binge eating.
Things I can improve on:
💜Have 2 showers
Go christmas shopping with my key worker ( Liz) and buy the "live" game for nintendo switch.
Buy new pair of Pj's in L
Buy gingerbread man cutlery set in Pennys for 13EUROS
Loose another 10lbs by christmas and keep it off no more gaining weight!
Get into a size 10 by next year some time soon.
Enjoy christmas
196.21 lbs (89kg)
So Im on a liquid diet and Iv lost 5.1lbs in total this week.I thought id weigh heavier today coz i had a cream fostino choco chip yesterday...
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Okay so I went for a walk with Eoin(staff) and picked up some holly and some sort of palm twigs for over the fire place. Can't wait for...
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Okay so This is my 1st post for the next few months(Im on a strict diet for 3months)I like drinking Black cofffee,Smoothies,A Large Salads...
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Okay so Iv lost about 0.5kg since last time.Im just checking in my weight so I can keep up the blog.NewsFlash!!- The shower is COLD and staf...